A scrambled brain , so I refrain
From the day, from the way
You made me feel okay, that’s all I have to say
Elation and inflation
Ego boosted, deep feelings rooted
Two weeks of melody and remedy
This changed me, yet our bond is free
It was in a sense duality, bliss and brutality
Now emotions stir, last few days a blur
Inside me, within you, keep it out of view
I’ve been here before, never no more
Pieces divided, when particles collided
Craving the feeling, wont help the healing
Spotless mind, for peace to find
It will all be black one day, then it will go away
Rejoice in memory, fuck feelings intensely
Because life’s a craic, and you can’t get it back
With wallowing here, so fuck all the fears
Because no fucker cares, and those that win dare
The silence deafens, so unplesasent
You were mine and you were fine
But in my mind, I can’t find
A reason to call, except for a bigger fall
So i will remain in time and space, and see only your face
For until that too fades, like the sun chasing shade
Like the sharpness of blades, like smoke from a grenade
I leave it on this page, for this is my rage